lovee him 4ever never change

2009-04-28T23:31:00.002+08:00

27.04.07
Haix...Back to post...
Today at school was so sian loh nth to do.
Suddenly just rmb me and jj last time de memory
Haix...why why why lei??
After school go find my ........^^
At nite we qurrel, cause of misunderstanding.
Now okie le hehe...
Post until here nite nite....^^

28.04.09
Hehe today is our 1 month anniversary...Clap clap ^^
Today morning suddenly rain heavily so i continue to slp until 6.45 wake up and go sch.
Lazy go sch loh the weather so nice can slp.
I was late so i take mrt to go sch hehe...
Meet cynthia at mrt then take bus to sch
Saw priscilla on bus too so walk together.
At class nth to do so study for test
I think i will fail cause i headace cant read anything in mind.
Miss ue my ....^^
After go find him...
Never go anywhere loh...
Onli at his house play poker card... Nth special....
Now i at home using com half way chat with him...
he was smsing someone...
i suddenly feel scare donno what to do...
feel lyk crying but can't haix...
End here le bah he ask me to slp...
Bye...nite nite

2009-04-19T23:01:00.003+08:00

Boo!!!
Today i come to post blog le wor as promise someone ned to post haha...
Wake up early morning and realize tat i got flu wor...
Go market with mummy...
After that watch tv...
Until one plus go find my ....( you all noe de )
When i on the bus i saw jj went up the bus....
Hehe i was so happy wor and i sms elaine hehe...
He went down at boon lay i think go play Bbal bah...
Hmmm...
I today very tired so going slp early hehe nite nite...

2009-02-17T19:44:00.003+08:00

Hie...
I this few days very happy cause i heard from yi xuan ma'am say that fuhua red cross have win the FDC CHAMPION in the WEST haha...
Feel proud of them but too bad i got no time to go back haiz...
I got a lot of project to do plus class test...
this coming friday still got NAFA test lei..
SADDED...
Nvm kaiting is a cheerful gurl hehe ^^

2009-02-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

Haha...
My frenz dont cause of silly thing qurrel again k...
lucky ue 2 okay le happy happy hehe...
Thanks someone for making me happy hehe ^^ THANK YOU!
Hmm now coming schedule got a lot of activities le...
If wan go out must book time wor hehe ^^

2009-01-24T00:32:00.003+08:00

Today finally at class dont feel like sleeping...
Today at class stil okay but i late for school haiz...
After school go to my sec sch wait for my sis...
They after sch le everybody walk out then lyk surprise lyk tat when saw me...
Is tat so surprise?
after tat go jp with sis...
Haiz...donno wat to buy for our father headace...
his birthday is on new year wor!!
Cute haha...

2009-01-19T16:59:00.001+08:00

Loving someone is it so difficult??

Why to me is yes?

Cant we just dont love anybody??

Why must we have heart??

Its so painful...

2008-11-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

Im Sick!

For 1 week 3 days le...

Tonite im going to my aunt de daughter de wedding dinner...
so now i blog first...
if who wan go out faster tel me date and i wont work on tat day if not i will be working whole week...
Nth much to say loh cause working whole day hahas...

To Those Who Wan Me Link Ue:
I going to change blogskin so when i change then i link k....
Sry for late reply...

2008-11-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today i went to Yishun to work...
there quite nice and those people quite friendly...
they stil ask us to shout irrashai mesa...
nice word loh...
starting i don dare to shout elaine start to shout first...
then she come over my cashier side shout with me then slowly i dare to shout le...
so fun but tat place quite far...
too bad...

I Will Be Waiting...

2008-11-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today morning go work....
today quite okay la the work there quite happy...
when half way home...
alvin (sakura) called me and ask me to replace him cause he sick...
then i okay la just help loh...
work at sakura suddenly feel tired lyk tat and a bit fever...
Sorry vivian...
cannot celebrate with ue...
but next year rmb must call me wor i comfirm will turn up no matter wat...

Life Got Happy And Sad But Everyone Wants to Stay Happy ^^

2008-11-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Today morning wake up then prepare myself le cal my sis wake up...
i bring them go work...
funny loh...
after tat meet my fren then go buy present...
but today i onli eat breakfast tat all...
then i nv eat le...
aiya i also donno wat im thinking hahas...
today story end here bah nth much ^^

Hope Life Will Get Better...

2008-11-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

Im bck to blogging...
today morning went to work til 2pm...
but today no customer feel lyk slping at there loh...
cause raining lucky i bring jacket if not i cold to death...
after tat actually meet fren go out buy present...
but he not feeling well so nvm loh...
i went home watch tv after tat fall asleep...
about 6 plus i go sakura take thing also write my schedule...
then janet work till 7 so she ask me wan pei her go eat so i anything loh...
so i bring her go my house i change then we go jp...( she thought my sis older than me hahas)
we go eat long john...
eat half way through saw jufri and saiful...(saiful take one of my fries)
after tat they go home i and janet go shop shop...

My Life Is Just Tat Boring....

2008-10-11T15:32:00.006+08:00

N level finally finish le!
Now is time to start to work le ^^
But i this few day will be sad and emo all day...
So if anyone wan to go out or wat wan me pei can cal me...
I will try to make it de...
i wish to go out whole day...
haiz...

Thinking. Can't stop thinking.
Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day.
That dream was mine.
A utopian dream.

Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree.
Pointy, like a star, you shone.
So bright, yet not shining as a star would,
But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard.
You would not show off like a star.
Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively
you were a star in my eyes.

But like all stars, you died.
That gas was gone.
No pull between us.
The atmosphere was dry
and I began to choke.
I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor,
drunken mother - I did not know what was happening.
Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat.
Wondering.

The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

So cal me anytime if ue wan...
I wil be 24 hrs on hp...

2008-09-19T13:30:00.002+08:00

I donno wat to post this few days as im sad and prepare to for N lvl which i can go out for the whole days and never been in this world again...

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better day
sand wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek.

2008-08-30T22:15:00.002+08:00

Haiz...today i come post again wor...
So boring sia...
Today everyone must sleep early wor...
hahas...
Sian...
Donno wat to do...
onli can train maple nia loh...
Everyone now got holiday le...
But for N lvl got exam...
So everyone must JYJY wor...

2008-08-26T20:33:00.006+08:00

Today my phone suddenly spoilt...
i cried so many times today...
Haiz...
wat can i do sia?
i reali love him very much and miss him...
i cant don have him...
but i scare one day he don wan me le...
i reali don wan to think tat much...
i now ned to focus on my study...
why my life is lyk tat?
Haiz i reali love him damn super much...
Hope he wil beside me everyday ^^

2008-08-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

Sian narh...
Now a days having prelim so nv blog....
some times lazy come blog.....
I also donno wat to blog....
Ned to study till headace liao...
After prelim 6 days then N level exam...
Headace rite....
Then cannot get sick cause they will don care...
Unless ue go hospital then they will care about it...
Sian narh.....
Others subjects i don worry....
i onli worry about my science and english....
This 2 actualy stil okay bah but i donno why now sian le....
And i also donno wat the teacher teach loh...
but he treat us good loh...
Everytime kena bully cause he look like mario...
Hahas...
I will post back again ^^

2008-06-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

Today i damn no mood loh...
I also donno why wor...
Hmm...I very tired loh...
Donno wat to do wor...

2008-06-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

Today my mood is lyk.....
I donno how to say...
Im damn piss off la...
Wat can i do to my life sia??
I realy don feel lyk being human sia...

2008-06-21T23:54:00.003+08:00

Im realy very stress...
Can i dont be people...
Is so difficult loh...
I already very tired le...
can i continue mah??

2008-06-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

I now very stress sia....
Sob sob....
I realy donno wat to do....
I don want to tel anybody about my stress....
I realy don want to be human la...

2008-06-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

Today i off and go out with frenz...So free so can post hahas....Sian nor...Holiday can die de...
Nothing to do at home...
Onli eat and sleep...
Work most....
Shop less haiz...
Sadded...

2008-05-30T22:39:00.001+08:00

sian...holiday is damn sian sia...haiz...

2008-05-06T20:21:00.002+08:00

iie Fiinally post now riite hahas...
Wah seh the Na paper riite, when we open then the fiirst questiion we donno how to do le loh...
Haiiz...n ss!w ! ...Anyone noe wat iis tat hahas...
Got someone very bad loh...iie sms hiim never reply de sob sob...
Siian iie love workiing now but very tiired loh...

2008-04-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS APOLOGISE LYRICS

I'm holding on a rope
Got me 10 feet off the ground
I'm hearin' what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry didn't think I'd turn around and say:

That it's too late to apologize
Too late
Said it's too late to apologize
Too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
I need you like a heart needs a beat, it's nothing new
Yeah
I loved you with a fire red now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry lord, the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize
Too late
Said it's too late to apologize
Too late

I'm holding on a rope
Got me 10 feet off the ground

2008-04-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

TECHNO APOLOGISE LYRICS

’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

2008-03-18T22:25:00.004+08:00

Haiz today so sian and sad i also donno why (personal). Hmm... Days go 1 by 1 but i always so boring each days. So i nth to do so come here blog loh...But i nth to type so i type until here wor...remember to tag before ue leave bye ^^ muackz hahas...

2008-03-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

Today I'm so sad in school but after school i go meet my frenz hahas...So sian loh...wat am i suppose to do?? Love is so troublesome rite...haiz...Finally post le...

2008-03-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

Haiz...Long time nv post le this few days very sian loh...But now holiday le...Must quickly do coursework before i get 0 loh...Haiz its so difficult to do sia...Nth to say le but must tag wor...Hahas...

2008-02-18T11:39:00.003+08:00

Sorry everyone...Long time never update le due to my house computer was spoilt hahas...I now is using my school com to update hahas...FDC ( Footdrill Competition) finally over le...But it was sad for us cause something happen ( personal) hahas...I wil try to update soon wor...hahas. psps. ^^

2008-01-30T12:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz...long time never post le but look lyk nobody care hahas...Sorry quite busy so never post. Sian my family having trouble now is im the one who is having trouble. All their trouble all push to me haiz...Why i must be human?? Will post soon hahas...

2008-01-14T19:57:00.001+08:00

Sry this few days i wont be posting blog as in im not feeling well...If u all saw me in school and cal me sry for not respond cause i got some problem and ned to relax for few days....I realy hope somebody can pei me and is better then him de...Today although i cried but he is the second one who made me cried. He is a good guy so please treasure him thx...

2008-01-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz...I really donno wat to do..Should i give up on him? Cause he was trap now by 2 gurl. I cry today but no one noe...If i give up is it better? Can anyone tell me? At first is she give up on him de...I really donno wat to do sia..My family also got problem loh...Today almost give car bang also...So sian...Can i die?

2007-12-28T23:00:00.000+08:00

I donno wat i should say but got a guy i lyk now. I donno wat he is thinking now sia...Haiz...i just feeling sad. I now onli scare i overwork le...Today morning all of us go work but we haven eat breakfast yet...Then suddenly got a lot of customer sia...We work until 3 plus and lunch also never eat. We also cant drink 1 sip of water. When i finally do finish i thought i can rest but suddenly got people again. Omg it was so tiring sia...Also will get scold sometime by parents. If they so clever they do la. I think even they find 1 book also donno loh...STUPID!!! Scold us for wat so many customer also not we want de wat. If got any parent scold again i feel lyk slapping them and curse them to death. I dont care watever they die i more happy. They happy they do la i scold them la see they happy a not. WHAT THE HELL!!!! DIE BETTER LA!!! SO CLEVER DO LA!!! I THINK U 1 BOOK ALSO CANNOT TAKE SIA!!!

2007-12-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

Long time never post le wor...Going to re-open school le...Will be sian again...Haiz...This few days go work so damn tired...When some of u call me i will be sleeping haha..Muackzz i prefer going out with frenzz but sry cause working so cannot go out with them but tuesday i being book so onli tuesday can go out with them le...Hmmm...i think is onli last day le bah..

Sianzz

2007-12-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

This few days nth to post lei...Today i went to my cousin new house cause she going to married. The house was nice and big. It was at segar road. Some never hear before rite...I also never hear before tat why when we go there it is difficult to go...Tmr got FDC training wor...How i was my cousin house was my house. So beautiful. It very expensive also. 6 Room flat u noe...Haizz...So damn rich sia...Okay tat all to say tmr maybe post again...

2007-12-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today I got Blue cross and FDC training. I never go cause i was sick. But why i always got eat but my gastric getting worst. I feel sry for him tat i not taking caare well of myself. But i got eat le but the gastric stil come. I hate myself la. Why be a person is so damn difficult. I promise him i will study hard de and wish him good luck too. I not sure he forget me a not? But my life is still in a mess so im trying to change. So sry everybody if my attitude to u all not good cause i trying to change.

2007-12-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

Today went for FDC training. Haiz...I think long time le..Should i start a new life? I think maybe bah...So guys maybe i wil change le wor...But not tat bad la hahazz.. Now a day i donno why my gastric getting more worst...I always got eat loh..But it stil occur..Sian...nth to do but today footdril quite fun too...We learn slow march...The slow march if u all see it will look lyk penguin walking loh..hahazz lol. Haiz my audi couple go peneng tmr then come back.. Everytime when i say LOL he wil say OLO he wil always say the opposite de loh...Hope he faster come back so he can pei me play audi again le..

NDP rox!!!

2007-12-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

today our red cross got NDP gathering. Some of them not here so sad. But have lot fun also can la hahazzz. We went to a cafe at clark quay. The cafe was so beautiful. I got the photo sia...Sian...Hope we will have more NDP gathering its so fun.

2007-12-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

Long time never post le...I busy with red cross training and playing audition. So fun sia. But my life is just in a mess how i hope i can go to one place tat nobody can find me. I go there with one person( anyone) and hope i can feel better. If not i realy concentrate. Sian loh...Tmr got NDP gathering so fun long time never see them le..Wish they was good. Now i donno wat to do le hope i can go a quiet place.

2007-11-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Sian today so late le just come back from wedding dinner...Go there lyk shit loh. Haiz...Regret going there. Make me puke when i saw them. I think they don wish to see us there loh..Haiz...Go there no appetite eat and leave early...I hate my father side there de people...I prefer my mum side de there. They treat me better.. Haha..

LOve him, Miss him...^^

2007-11-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm...he come back le..Miss him so much.. I want to sms him also don dare loh..OMG wat can i do? Why no one teach me wat to do? Haiz...i noe express and NA they all got a lot of homework and stress but tat doesnt mean NT also no stress loh..Wat can i do? Love someone is so difficult loh..So better don love someone if not haiz...

2007-11-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

Omg!!! I really cant forget him. I always keep thinking tat got any gurl lyk him? Does he lyk any gurl? Why i think so mucch? I dont want to think any more but i realy cant stop. WHY?WHY?WHY? Can anyone pls tell me why? Even if he come to this blog also can tel me why? I realy cant forget him. I try so hard le but everytime i try i wil cry. He break cause he ned to study? He love other gurl? Or he stil lyk me? GOD!!! Pls help me...

2007-11-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

Omg why i always think of him...He ask me to forget him and find a gd stead beter than him. But i find le dont have. Now i everyday think of him and not stead. I get piss by stead too loh. I prefer him. Love him so much. Haiz can anyone tel me why cant forget him? Nvm love someone doesnt mean must be with them. So i stil love him forever no matter what.

2007-11-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

OMG loh...Yesterday i dream of him loh...Why i stil cant forget? I dream tat i patch with him...How i wish its true. Today saw him in sch i wonder wat he doing? Haiz...But no choice ned to do rc stuff. So tired loh...From today morning 9am to 8.30pm than reach home...Many people comform kena scold de loh...Haiya forget it just miss him tat rite.

2007-11-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm...I donno why i stil cant forget him. He is so tat difficult to forget mah? Hmm my mum maybe bring me to malaysia...But i wil think of him de wor...I donno why la..Wonder he got see this blog? Haiz...I wonder whether can i die?

2007-11-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday camp back from camp wor...So damn Tired. Aiya i donno wat i say but too many le...nvm. When u all saw me at camp u wil lyk why nv saw me? Cause i was running here and there. My sister today told me tat when the breakfast they didnt eat much cause the malay gurl eat. I didnt noe tat those maley gurl was so BIG EATER loh..When i hear tat i was damn piss...When camp we have BBQ actually got a lot to eat..But my sister say again tat those malay gurl eat the most. It was lyk wat the hell loh...They nv think of the seniors got eat a not? In the end we onli eat a bit..My sister tell me tat those malay gurl come cause they thought it was fun camp...I WAS DAMN PISS OFF. First day lunch eat not much..Dinner eat half onli..Day 2 Breakfast eat not much too..Lunch a bit..Dinner 3 = to 1 chicken wing. Day 3 Breakfast onli 1 bread..It was lyk wat the hell my mind onli care for the juniors but they nv care for seniors.

Today i was sick but nobody noe and care...

2007-11-11T22:34:00.001+08:00

sian...I going to red cross camp soon le...Hmm...So now a days better sleep early if not go camp cannot sleep le..This few days nv blog cause busy..But i also got nth to blog...So tat all for today...Nite..

2007-11-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Long time never post le haha...Cause i got no time loh..I ned to do the rc camp proposal. Haiz...Its so tiring loh.. I want to sleep also cant. The others can go do what they want le.. I want to go out with my frenzz la..They more fun to go out with..Im just telling someone. I going to forget him but i ned time so please don chase me. I scare i wont forget thx. Tats all for today nite..

2007-10-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today im dead...I never do finish my proposal yet and i damn tired loh..Can i die? I realy too stress le loh.. Why must i do so much? Why am i born out? I realy very sleepy i wonder jes got help me a not? I never sleep for many days le wor...Haiz...I can die le bah..

2007-10-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Long time nv blog le.. Cause busy..Yesterday go scouts campfire wor...We dance lyk wat loh so pai seh..Donno wat to type too.But very happy wor to noe a guy haha. Long time nv write le but i donno wat to say lei. Realy sian loh..Why am i so piss off.. His attitude to me is sux loh..

2007-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

Wow today is another day i want to cry le..So stress for rc logistics and welfare i stil haven done most of the part how? This friday ned to hand up loh..Can i die haiz..Now than i noe if u lyk a guy dont care whether he is with u just stay whenever u can and see him happy u also happy le..Tat the best u can did for him onli. Now telling everybody dont sad cause of guys cause u be their frenzz already quiet good le..More than frenzz also cant rite. Just cherish wat u have now tat wil be happy le.

2007-10-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Why i still love him? Why i still think of him? WHY? WHY? WHY? Why u want to forget a person is so difficult. But he can so easy to forget me...Im so stress. Now because of rc camp proposal i going to die le..I realy ned a shoulder to cry. But he now tat i ned to cry or he dont care? I noe he got trouble too but i want to help him but cant..OMG what am i going to do? But going out with my outside frenzz so happy although think of him.

2007-10-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

Haha thx to my Rc chairwoman help me change my background. Now it look so nice. But i stil nv get wat i want. Haiz..i think one day i realy will become bad gurl le..I feel so sad for him. When he in trouble but i cant help how? Arr...I dont want this to happen loh..Nvm I stil lovess him hahass

2007-10-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Wow i stil having fever lol. U all noe wat? I get 3rd position in my class wor...I can't believe it loh..At first he say study hard now i dont think why should i study hard? My rc proposal haven do finish loh how and i having fever also no mood to do but i have done first day. Comfirm get scold le...Must get a lot of tissue wor...If not later flod haha..I noe is lame..

2007-10-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

Wow why i sick today? Why when he was gone and i was sick? Why i love him so much but i cant have him? Why Why Why? Why all our question will ask why? Other people have stead and so happy i saw tat im so jealous...But wat am i thinking when i saw? Is him...Why i realy cant forget him. Can anyone take my brain out so tat i dont ned to think anymore and take my heart out too so tat wont feel heart break. Rc camp was so tiring why planning already so tired than on the real day how? We cant sleep loh...Hais...Can anyone help me to stop thinking about him? I think cant cause one of my frenz say it takes 4 years to forget one person. But i noe all of you can forget fast but why i cant? Can anyone just tell me why?

2007-10-15T22:27:00.001+08:00

Wow u all noe wat rc camp proposal realy very difficult to do loh...My brain almost burst le...Can tat guy who one me stead with him just stop bothering me. I realy got no feeling for him loh...Sian i realy going to be a bad gurl le...O.o how arr...Too stress le...Haiz...nobody can help too.

2007-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz...Today we go do rc camp proposal. We took almost 1 day of it to do 1 day of the camp...So tired loh...Imagine of 3 day camp? Wow we going to die loh..Haiz...Why i everytime will think of him? Even when i sleep also can dream? Can one guy who now is jio me please let go of me? I really got no feeling for you.

2007-10-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz...now must do proposal for rc camp...My head going to crack le la...so sian loh...haha nobody will tagged me de bah i think cause nobody noe this blog...if u all visit this blog must tagged oh...I noe is sian cause blog is new thing for me so sry...But i only noe now i still love him...

2007-10-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today so sian i think my science comfirm fail...Cause of red cross Programme table i never study science...Sian. how i scare science fail loh tat is someone favourite subject. He also lyk yellow colour now i donno he stil lyk? I stil cant forget him what can i do? Take out my brain? Cant rite. Sian...I realy love him so much...

2007-10-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sian...Today no time to study science loh...ar...science comfirm fail le la...i want to die le what if all subject fail? I don 'twant to stay back at sec 3. So difficult loh...Hope can pass bah...Still miss him but too bad loh must forget just lyk kat say...this few days i feel lyk kat starting to hate me le donno why nvm i stil prefer primary sch frenzz..

2007-10-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today i feel sad cause one of my frenzz say he go to his house and i still cant forget him...I really wish we can lyk last time. How can we lyk last time lei or cant le? I realy miss him...I noe nobody saw my blog de cause nobody noe this blog...I really love him but now he my ah di...But still hope maybe we can patch...I think cant unless miracle happen...

2007-10-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

Sry this few days never write le...Cause busy study and sad about things. My maths exam today haiz...Donno will pass a not? So difficult loh. He ask me to forget him but i cant and yesterday i dream that he patch with me...How i realy cant forget my frenzz also trying to help me le. I still continue to think of him..What should i do? He realy got new stead? He really forget me le mah? He say he was hurt but why he so fast can forget i cant?

2007-10-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today so sian...My maths comfirm fail le la...I haven't memorise all the formula yet...ar.. What can i do? I really cant forget him mah? I donno what to do than can forget him? Does he have another stead? But why everybody donno? I realy going to forget him? Kat also can't le how i forget? I and him have taste before sweet, sour and bitter...Why now he just throw me away cause of a small matter? When we stead is he true to me? If not why we break le he so fast got another stead? I realy don't want to think le...But last time i study he also beside me now don't have how can i focuse? Why must i deserve this lei?

2007-10-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today i fare up with maths loh...I donno why i almost forget everthing le...My friend's stead also break with her le...Feel so sad for her. What can i do we both look lyk walking the same road...Kat no matter wt you still got me so don't sad k. You are my best friends. But i love him forever no matter what. Even who snatch him away i will stil love him forever.

2007-09-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so sad today..I noe he also very hurt but i wont meh? I realy love him so much...Why all of you don't let me be with him? Is it all my fault? What i do wrong again? Is it everybody hate me? If you all hate me say la what for be frenzz with me..Im just a donno what gurl.. Now become so lonely..

2007-09-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today i was so sad..I want to cry can a not? Got one guy he lyk me..He go force the guy i love to say he don't love me..What can i do? When he say out i cry. I realy very sad. Does he love me a not? I realy love him very much. I cant don't have him. I wont love any other guy except him. Even he dont love me i will never love other guy. Lovee him.

2007-09-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today is my english exam.. When i do finish i was so tired and fall asleep. When asleep i was thinking of him its true.. What can i do? My frenzz kat prefer to be with her bro in our class than me.. Am i her best frenzz or her frenzz who help her only??

2007-09-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i got nothing to write cause my father want me study so i cant use com..
i realy love him. i want to patch. can we patch back after exam?
Today i was so emo i also donno why? I realy miss him. What can i do?? lovee him..

2007-09-24T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today so sian..In the morning it rain. Today when i went home with kat, on the bus i think of him until i fall asleep. So i ask kat whether she let me lie on her shoulder? She let me so i sleep and think of him again. I realy want to patch with him. I will love him 4ever and ever.

2007-09-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today my aunt they come my house. my aunt ask me to help her send sms but i donno whether i send wrong a not. Opps if wrong i get killed haha. i noe its lame. At nite after dinner i and my sis go play candle and sparkles with kat. Actually before tat we got ask him whether mooncake festival want play together but i think now i noe the ans le.. I realy love him. Can we patch back?

2007-09-22T22:25:00.001+08:00

Today it was so sian..I and kat go find work. We found a work tat need to go far place. But i don feel lyk going cause i miss him. He need to study so i never bother him. But can we patch?? I realy love him very much..